My Beautiful Almost

I almost fall in that trap
Hoping memories won't stop
Thinking that it will pursue
But it didn't go through

I believed in those sounding letters
Imagine cuddling under that sweater
I had my hopes high with you
But I know it's my fault too

I was too pushy with my fantasy
I forgot it's impossible in reality
I already had plan with the idea
Like travelling there and in Asia

Worst is I thought you as my almost
Showed you to the world in my post
Now, I have to be hurt on my own
Embrace my stone heart alone

You will always be part of me
My sweetest taste of coffee
I won't forget but I'll go ahead
I will be your friend instead